I’m tired of my story. It seems I can’t move on and
experience new things. God has been teaching me about joy, peace, love, and
thanksgiving for a long time. I think I’m learning and growing, but if I’m
learning and growing, why are we still going over the same things? My blog
posts seem to sing the same song: life is hard, here’s a surface level example,
here is what God is showing me, stay tuned for more. I’m frustrated because I have
nothing new to say. As a writer, I care about my readers and I want to present
new things. People don’t like to read the same thing over and over. Sure,
sometimes I have some fun and ridiculous stories to throw in here and there,
but then it always goes back to my same old song.
Upon a closer look, perhaps He is still teaching me about
these things because I am not done learning them. These traits aren’t the kind
of things that are learned in a month or even a year. It’s a life-long task.
But does that mean that all my posts need to have the same tone?
And maybe this is just the type of blog that I write – a
blog not about Grace, but about grace. I could share fun stories and give daily
happenings, but with my own self-promoting words, those stories are empty and
shallow. There is so much more to say when I talk about God and His grace, joy,
peace, love, and thanksgiving.
I guess what I’m trying to say is if God has you singing the
same old song, then sing it with all your heart. God has you singing a song!
(It’s all about how you say it, right?) I will write about joy, peace, love,
and thanksgiving until He gives me a new song. When you hear a song for the
first time you don’t know it very well. It takes a lot of practice before
you’re able to get it all (singing, instrumental, what have you). Same goes
with God’s song: I have to keep practicing this one until I know it, until it’s
a part of me, until I can play it in my sleep. I can know joy, peace, love, and
thanksgiving in the new and in the same old-same old. And I can pray that He
throws some exiting stories and happenings in there to keep my song lively and
fresh.
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